I know I tend to blog more when my emotions are at a down low. Its just that these things have no voice to others ears. I dislike being vulnerable and will be damned if I show others this side of me. Hence this anonymous blog.
They couldn't have even bothered to ask me? Really? Out of all the people they had to ask to come along it had to be .... I agree they are not liable to ask me every time, but I feel so hurt and it bruises my pride even more.I thought I had a closer relationship with them, or was it just my presumption? There may be a viable reasoning to all this, but at this point I am just overwhelmingly distressed.
A friend, oldest and dearest in so many ways, can never bother or much less show any interest in having any sort of communication with me. I act as if I could care less, but it still hurts.
I thought I found someone to finally unburden myself to in so many ways, but ...... seems to be something other than who I perceived to be, not necessarily in a bad way, but in way I know the relationship can never be as profound as what I would have liked it be.
There are very very few people who would just listen to you in the trust you expect. It proves to be true more of lately.
I miss you so much, I was lucky in every sense of the word to have you in my life. You understand, that is more than I can ever ask for. Thank you.
