Reflecting and learning to be hopeful.......

As the year 2011 comes to an end, I am taking these last few hours to sort of self-reflect and rearrange a few things here and there, some of these being personal and others not so much. This year was definitely a blessing in many ways, I graduated, enjoyed a nice long vacation, danced, did things I didn't do before ;P,etc. All in all it was a year filled with good tidings and well.....blessings. God has been extremely kind. Thank you Father in Heaven....I couldn't ask for more. :) While I am looking forward to the coming year, I realize the changes that I need to embrace in my life, and the changes that life may put forth in my direction. I just hope that I will be able to keep my head around my shoulders, trust the Lord, and do things to their full measure.

So here's to another year, filled with even more blessings, joy and grace. Thank you for everything and everyone you have given me in my life lord. You love me so much, help me be worthy of that love for all the days of my life. Guide me, protect me, heal me ,and have mercy father. All this I ask in your name. Amen!

Melancholic......

I am currently dwelling a lot on what ifs and maybes' when I shouldn't be, especially when it involves the past. I want it to remain where it's supposed to be, it's too bittersweet to reminisce about.

Still, I can't help my restlessness. I suppose somethings will always leave you perturbed, regardless of when it happened and the fact that you have moved on and away from it. Although, I wish it didn't.

Birthday Wish List

1. Viktor and Rolf - Flowerbomb



2. Ray Ban - Wayfarers



3. Acid Wash Jeans



4.

Obessive Compulsive

Err..... not quite, but you get the drift. List of things I absolutely adore or wont mind spending a pretty penny on. =)

1. Anything rose scented or flavored.
2. Perfumes (florals mixed with cirtus, sandalwood or cedar being my absolute favorite notes)
3. Nail polish (cream-based)
3. Skin Care Products
4. ??

Aggravated!!

Why? Why? Why? Is it so important for a freaking "guy" to be something that "puts" me in my place. What am I? Godzilla?? Why does marriage or being with a guy have to be the ulitimate goal or a rite of passage in being a complete woman? ARGhhhh!!!!

I agree I have a strong personality, I am prideful of it but not as much as others would presume. They assume me to be an utterly cruel soul in matters such as these.

Whatever! I know how I am and so does the lord above. In the end that's what's important.

I could be different like they suggest me to be, and you know what I'll be; when the right one comes along, and my heart knows it's him. This they don't know and probably never will.

Dress it Up!

So I finally bought and wore a dress after 10 long years! Hehehe...I was so excited when I tried it on and it fit like a dream. =) I am so glad and thankful that I lost weight, it makes shopping so much more fun. =)

So, coming back to the point, I have now made a resolution to wear more dresses this spring and summer, I may even wear them into fall with tights. =)YAY!!

Just a thought...

They say it's better to have loved and lost than to have never have loved at all, but isn't prevention better than cure?