Rambling

These past few days have been a whirlwind of conflicts, silly and serious, and also a myriad of alternating emotions for me. There is underlying sense of peace and calm, topped with irritation and mood swings on the outside. I dont know why.

Am I really serious about this person, or is it just a passing interest since it has been a long time someone has caught my interest in this particular manner? I dont know.

Weight has been an issue for a long time. Will it go away? Does it truly matter ? dont know.

But inspite of all this, the Lord is always there watching over me every step of the way. Guiding me, being the very light and hope in my life. He will always be there. even through my doubts and beyond. This I know.

Thank you Father. =)