Life at this moment is hanging on a piece of thread, which may snap at any given time. I am so scared and doubtful as to what the future may hold for me. I thought I tried my best. It is the last stone I need to hurdle over to finish my journey, but I feel like it is turning into a mountain, dissuading my path. I am so scared, father. I am dying a little inside moment by moment. I should have tried harder, given a little more, thought about the long term. But reminiscing about what I should have done, is useless now.
So father, I now ask you from the bottom of my heart, show me right way, lead me in your path, help me overcome this mountain, for once give me the strength to believe in myself so I may reach the end of my journey.
I am tired of the lies and the crooked ways, I dont want to step in their vicinity again. I may have to for I am weak and I cannot stand judgement. I can't bear myself to anyone but you father.
Help me father, make me worthy of you.....I am suffocating inside, I need your blessings to breath and survive, help me father, and guide me the right way..................please have mercy on your servant
Amen.
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